one of my cactus died the other day. sigh, i felt very sad. dia bahkan blm pernah dikasih nama, for pete's sake! but really.. does it really matter? hihih dont know. i guess i want these small things to matter, since i dont give a shit bout the big ones.

havin' a bad feeling today. woke up and have no mood whatsoever to go to work. but since i find staying at home would be more depressing, i went anyway. i downloaded another gadget at my google desktop. these newbies are so compeling! now i got myself a fish tank and a flower pot. every time i put my mouse on it, it feeds the fish and waters the flower. then the fish would say nice things like 'ohh dont be blue' or 'dont forget to visit our site.' the flower pot, on the other hand, have a bud changes into a flower every time you water it. it's fun for me, due to the fact that i'm so stuck with work.

i'm planning to give names to the fish. maybe fishy, fushy, fushia? pfftttt but speaking of fish tank, what would happen when your office desks has fish tank on it?